CHAPTER I
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OnthatAprilafternoonallthewallflowersoftheworldseemedtoherreleasedbodytohavebeenpiledupatthetopofRegentStreetsothatsheshouldwalkinfragrance.
Shewasinthisexaltedmood,thelittlemouse-colouredyoungladyslippingalongsouthwardsfromHarleyStreet,becauseshehadjusthadatoothout.Afterweeksofmiserableindifferenceshewasquiveringwithresponsivenessagain,feelingtherelishoflife,thetangofit,thejollityofallthisbustleandhurryingpastofbusypeople.Andthebeautyofit,thebeautyofit,shethought,fightingatendencytoloiterinthemiddleofthetraffictohaveagoodlook—thebeautyoftheskyacrosstheroofsofthehouses,thedelicacyofthemistinessthathungdownthereoverthecurveofthestreet,thelovelinessofthelightsbeginningtoshineintheshopwindows.SurelythecolourofLondonwasanexquisitething.Itwaslikeapearlthatlateafternoon,somethingverygentleandpale,withfaintblueshadows.Andasforitssmell,shedoubted,indeed,whetherheavenitselfcouldsmellbetter,certainlynotsointeresting."Andanyhow,"shesaidtoherself,liftingherheadamomentinappreciation,"itcan'tpossiblysmellmorealive."
Sheherselfhadcertainlyneverbeenmorealive.Shefeltelectric.Shewouldnothavebeensurprisedifsparkshadcomecracklingoutofthetipsofhersobergloves.Notonlywasshesuddenlyandincrediblyrelievedfromacutepain,butforthefirsttimeinherlifeoftwenty-twoyearsshewasalone.Thisbyitself,withoutthebusinessofthetooth,wasenoughtomakeadutiful,willing,andhardworkeddaughtertingle.ShewouldhavetingledifbysomegloriouschanceawholefreedayhadcometohermerelyinsidethegreywallsofthegardenathomebuttobefreeandidleinLondon,tohavethemallsofaraway,herfamilydownthereinthewest,tohavethemsonecessarilysilent,sooddlyvaguealreadyandpallidinthedistance!Yetshehadonlyleftthemthatmorningitwasonlyninehourssinceherfather,handsomeasanarchangel,silveryofheadandgaiteredofleg,hadwavedherofffromthedoorstepwithoffendedresignation."Anddonotreturn,Ingeborg,"hehadcalledintotheflywhereshesatholdingherfaceandtryingnottorock,"tillyouarecompletelysetright.Evenaweek.Eventendays.Havethemallseento."
ForthecollapseofIngeborg,dauntedintojustasilentfeverishthingofpain,hadconvulsedtheorderedlifeathome.Herfamilyboreitforaweekwithperfectmannersandhardlyalookofreproach.ThentheysenthertotheRedchesterdentist,ahithertosufficientman,whotorturedherwithtentativestoppingsandturnedwhathadbeendullandsmoothintoexcitementandjerks.Then,unabletoresist