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edwereofakindlikelytobeusefultothefatherofsixsonsandtwodaughtersandbitterobservers—forinWessex,saytenyearsago,therewerepersonswhosebitternessmaynowseemincredible—remarkedthatthecolorofhisopinionshadchangedinconsistencywiththisprincipleofaction.Butcheerful,successfulworldlinesshasafalseairofbeingmoreselfishthantheacrid,unsuccessfulkind,whosesecrethistoryissummedupintheterriblewords,“Sold,butnotpaidfor.”
Gwendolenwonderedthatshehadnotbetterrememberedhowveryfineamanherunclewasbutattheageofsixteenshewasalesscapableandmoreindifferentjudge.Atpresentitwasamatterofextremeinteresttoherthatshewastohavethenearcountenanceofadignifiedmalerelative,andthatthefamilylifewouldceasetobeentirely,insipidlyfeminine.Shedidnotintendthatheruncleshouldcontrolher,butshesawatoncethatitwouldbealtogetheragreeabletoherthatheshouldbeproudofintroducingherashisniece.Andtherewaseverysignofhisbeinglikelytofeelthatpride.Hecertainlylookedatherwithadmirationashesaid,
“YouhaveoutgrownAnna,mydear,”puttinghisarmtenderlyroundhisdaughter,whoseshyfacewasatinycopyofhisown,anddrawingherforward.“Sheisnotsooldasyoubyayear,buthergrowingdaysarecertainlyover.Ihopeyouwillbeexcellentcompanions.”
Hedidgiveacomparingglanceathisdaughter,butifhesawherinferiority,hemightalsoseethatAnna’stimidappearanceandminiaturefiguremustappealtoadifferenttastefromthatwhichwasattractedbyGwendolen,andthatthegirlscouldhardlyberivals.Gwendolenatleast,wasawareofthis,andkissedhercousinwithrealcordialityaswellasgrace,saying,“AcompanionisjustwhatIwant.Iamsogladwearecometolivehere.Andmammawillbemuchhappiernowsheisnearyou,aunt.”
Theaunttrustedindeedthatitwouldbeso,andfeltitablessingthatasuitablehomehadbeenvacantintheiruncle’sparish.Then,ofcourse,noticehadtobetakenofthefourothergirls,whomGwendolenhadalwaysfelttobesuperfluous:allofagirlishaveragethatmadefourunitsutterlyunimportant,andyetfromherearliestdaysanobtrusiveinfluentialfactinherlife.Shewasconsciousofhavingbeenmuchkindertothemthancouldhavebeenexpected.Anditwasevidenttoherthatheruncleandauntalsofeltitapitythereweresomanygirls:—whatrationalpersoncouldfeelotherwise,exceptpoormamma,whoneverwouldseehowAlicesetuphershouldersandliftedhereyebrowstillshehadnoforeheadleft,howBerthaandFannywhisperedandtitteredtogetherabouteverything,orhowIsabelwasalwayslisteningandstaringandforgettingwhereshewas,andtreadingonthetoesofhersufferingelders?
“Youhavebrothers,Anna,”saidGwendolen,whilethesisterswerebeingnoticed.“Ithinkyouareenviablethere.”
“Yes,”saidAnna,simply.“Iamveryfondofthembutofcoursetheireducationisagreatanxietytopapa.Heusedtosaytheymademeatomboy.IreallywasagreatrompwithRex.IthinkyouwilllikeRex.HewillcomehomebeforeChristmas.”
“IrememberIusedtothinkyouratherwildandshybutitisdifficultnowtoimagineyouaromp,”saidGwendolen,smiling.
“Ofcourse,IamalterednowIamcomeout,andallthat.ButinrealityIliketogoblackberryingwithEdwyandLottaaswellasever.IamnotveryfondofgoingoutbutIdaresayIshalllikeitbetternowyouwillbeoftenwithme.Iamnotatallclever,andIneverknowwhattosay.Itseemssouselesstosaywhateverybodyknows,andIcanthinkofnothingelse,exceptwhatpapasays.”
“Ishalllikegoingoutwithyouverymuch,”saidGwendolen,welldisposedtowardthisna?vecousin.“Areyoufondofriding?”
“Yes,butwehaveonlyoneShetlandponyamongstus.Papasayshecan’taffordmore,besidesthecarriage-horsesandhisownnaghehassomanyexpenses.”
“Iintendtohaveahorseandrideagreatdealnow,”saidGwendolen,inatoneofdecision.“Isthesocietypleasantinthisneighborhood?”
“Papasaysitis,very.Therearetheclergymenallabout,youknowandtheQuallons,andtheArrowpoints,andLordBrackenshaw,andSirHugoMallinger’splace,wherethereisnobody—that’sverynice,becausewemakepicnicsthere—andtwoorthreefamiliesatWanchester:oh,andoldMrs.Vulcany,atNuttingwood,and—”
ButAnnawasrelievedofthistaxonherdescriptivepowersbytheannouncementofdinner,andGwendolen’squestionwassoonindirectlyansweredbyheruncle,whodweltmuchontheadvantageshehadsecuredforthemingettingaplacelikeOffendene.Excepttherent,itinvolvednomoreexpensethananordinaryhouseatWanchesterwouldhavedone.
“Anditisalwaysworthwhiletomakealittlesacrificeforagoodstyleofhouse,”saidMr.Gascoigne,inhiseasy,pleasantlyconfidenttone,whichmadetheworldingeneralseemaverymanageableplaceofresidence:“especiallywherethereisonlyaladyatthehead.Allthebestpeoplewillcalluponyouandyouneedgivenoexpensivedinners.Ofcourse,Ihavetospendagooddealinthatwayitisalargeitem.ButthenIgetmyhousefornothing.IfIhadtopaythreehundredayearformyhouseIcouldnotkeepatable.Myboysaretoogreatadrainonme.Youarebetteroffthanweare,inproportionthereisnogreatdrainonyounow,afteryourhouseandcarriage.”
“Iassureyou,Fanny,nowthatthechildrenaregrowingup,Iamobligedtocutandcontrive,”saidMrs.Gascoigne.“Iamnotagoodmanagerbynature,butHenryhastaughtme.Heiswonderfulformakingthebestofeverythingheallowshimselfnoextras,andgetshiscuratesfornothing.Itisratherhardthathehasnotbeenmadeaprebendaryorsomething,asothershavebeen,consideringthefriendshehasmadeandtheneedthereisformenofmoderateopinionsinallrespects.IftheChurchistokeepitsposition,abilityandcharacteroughttotell.”
“Oh,mydearNancy,youforgettheoldstory—thankHeaven,therearethreehundredasgoodasI.Andultimately,weshallhavenoreasontocomplain,Iamprettysure.TherecouldhardlybeamorethoroughfriendthanLordBrackenshaw—yourlandlord,youknow,Fanny.LadyBrackenshawwillcalluponyou.AndIhavespokenforGwendolentobeamemberofourArcheryClub—theBrackenshawArcheryClub—themostselectthinganywhere.Thatis,ifshehasnoobjection,”addedMr.Gascoigne,lookingatGwendolenwithpleasantirony.
“Ishouldlikeitofallthings,”saidGwendolen.“ThereisnothingIenjoymorethantakingaim—andhitting,”sheended,withaprettynodandsmile.
“OurAnna,poorchild,istooshort-sightedforarchery.ButIconsidermyselfafirst-rateshot,andyoushallpracticewithme.ImustmakeyouanaccomplishedarcherbeforeourgreatmeetinginJuly.Infact,astoneighborhood,youcouldhardlybebetterplaced.TherearetheArrowpoints—theyaresomeofourbestpeople.MissArrowpointisadelightfulgirl—shehasbeenpresentedatCourt.Theyhaveamagnificentplace—QuetchamHall—worthseeinginpointofartandtheirparties,towhichyouaresuretobeinvited,arethebestthingsofthesortwehave.Thearchdeaco