CHAPTER XV.
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evidenceonthesubject,youcanaskhim.”
LordHenryshruggedhisshoulders.“Mydearfellow,asifIcared!Letusgouptothedrawing-room.Nosherry,thankyou,Mr.Chapman.Somethinghashappenedtoyou,Dorian.Tellmewhatitis.Youarenotyourselfto-night.”
“Don’tmindme,Harry.Iamirritable,andoutoftemper.Ishallcomeroundandseeyouto-morrow,ornextday.MakemyexcusestoLadyNarborough.Ishan’tgoupstairs.Ishallgohome.Imustgohome.”
“Allright,Dorian.IdaresayIshallseeyouto-morrowattea-time.Theduchessiscoming.”
“Iwilltrytobethere,Harry,”hesaid,leavingtheroom.Ashedrovebacktohisownhouse,hewasconsciousthatthesenseofterrorhethoughthehadstrangledhadcomebacktohim.LordHenry’scasualquestioninghadmadehimlosehisnerveforthemoment,andhewantedhisnervestill.Thingsthatweredangeroushadtobedestroyed.Hewinced.Hehatedtheideaofeventouchingthem.
Yetithadtobedone.Herealizedthat,andwhenhehadlockedthedoorofhislibrary,heopenedthesecretpressintowhichhehadthrustBasilHallward’scoatandbag.Ahugefirewasblazing.Hepiledanotherlogonit.Thesmellofthesingeingclothesandburningleatherwashorrible.Ittookhimthree-quartersofanhourtoconsumeeverything.Attheendhefeltfaintandsick,andhavinglitsomeAlgerianpastillesinapiercedcopperbrazier,hebathedhishandsandforeheadwithacoolmusk-scentedvinegar.
Suddenlyhestarted.Hiseyesgrewstrangelybright,andhegnawednervouslyathisunderlip.BetweentwoofthewindowsstoodalargeFlorentinecabinet,madeoutofebonyandinlaidwithivoryandbluelapis.Hewatcheditasthoughitwereathingthatcouldfascinateandmakeafraid,asthoughitheldsomethingthathelongedforandyetalmostloathed.Hisbreathquickened.Amadcravingcameoverhim.Helitacigaretteandthenthrewitaway.Hiseyelidsdroopedtillthelongfringedlashesalmosttouchedhischeek.Buthestillwatchedthecabinet.Atlasthegotupfromthesofaonwhichhehadbeenlying,wentovertoit,andhavingunlockedit,touchedsomehiddenspring.Atriangulardrawerpassedslowlyout.Hisfingersmovedinstinctivelytowardsit,dippedin,andclosedonsomething.ItwasasmallChineseboxofblackandgold-dustlacquer,elaboratelywrought,thesidespatternedwithcurvedwaves,andthesilkencordshungwithroundcrystalsandtasselledinplaitedmetalthreads.Heopenedit.Insidewasagreenpaste,waxyinlustre,theodourcuriouslyheavyandpersistent.
Hehesitatedforsomemoments,withastrangelyimmobilesmileuponhisface.Thenshivering,thoughtheatmosphereoftheroomwasterriblyhot,hedrewhimselfupandglancedattheclock.Itwastwentyminutestotwelve.Heputtheboxback,shuttingthecabinetdoorsashedidso,andwentintohisbedroom.
Asmidnightwasstrikingbronzeblowsupontheduskyair,DorianGray,dressedcommonly,andwithamufflerwrappedroundhisthroat,creptquietlyoutofhishouse.InBondStreethefoundahansomwithagoodhorse.Hehaileditandinalowvoicegavethedriveranaddress.
Themanshookhishead.“Itistoofarforme,”hemuttered.
“Hereisasovereignforyou,”saidDorian.“Youshallhaveanotherifyoudrivefast.”
“Allright,sir,”answeredtheman,“youwillbethereinanhour,”andafterhisfarehadgotinheturnedhishorseroundanddroverapidlytowardstheriver.