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“Dorian,”criedHallward,“thatisnotthequestion.EnglandisbadenoughIknow,andEnglishsocietyisallwrong.ThatisthereasonwhyIwantyoutobefine.Youhavenotbeenfine.Onehasarighttojudgeofamanbytheeffecthehasoverhisfriends.Yoursseemtoloseallsenseofhonour,ofgoodness,ofpurity.Youhavefilledthemwithamadnessforpleasure.Theyhavegonedownintothedepths.Youledthemthere.Yes:youledthemthere,andyetyoucansmile,asyouaresmilingnow.Andthereisworsebehind.IknowyouandHarryareinseparable.Surelyforthatreason,iffornoneother,youshouldnothavemadehissister’snameaby-word.”
“Takecare,Basil.Yougotoofar.”
“Imustspeak,andyoumustlisten.Youshalllisten.WhenyoumetLadyGwendolen,notabreathofscandalhadevertouchedher.IsthereasingledecentwomaninLondonnowwhowoulddrivewithherinthepark?Why,evenherchildrenarenotallowedtolivewithher.Thenthereareotherstories—storiesthatyouhavebeenseencreepingatdawnoutofdreadfulhousesandslinkingindisguiseintothefoulestdensinLondon.Aretheytrue?Cantheybetrue?WhenIfirstheardthem,Ilaughed.Ihearthemnow,andtheymakemeshudder.Whataboutyourcountry-houseandthelifethatisledthere?Dorian,youdon’tknowwhatissaidaboutyou.Iwon’ttellyouthatIdon’twanttopreachtoyou.IrememberHarrysayingoncethateverymanwhoturnedhimselfintoanamateurcurateforthemomentalwaysbeganbysayingthat,andthenproceededtobreakhisword.Idowanttopreachtoyou.Iwantyoutoleadsuchalifeaswillmaketheworldrespectyou.Iwantyoutohaveacleannameandafairrecord.Iwantyoutogetridofthedreadfulpeopleyouassociatewith.Don’tshrugyourshoulderslikethat.Don’tbesoindifferent.Youhaveawonderfulinfluence.Letitbeforgood,notforevil.Theysaythatyoucorrupteveryonewithwhomyoubecomeintimate,andthatitisquitesufficientforyoutoenterahouseforshameofsomekindtofollowafter.Idon’tknowwhetheritissoornot.HowshouldIknow?Butitissaidofyou.Iamtoldthingsthatitseemsimpossibletodoubt.LordGloucesterwasoneofmygreatestfriendsatOxford.HeshowedmealetterthathiswifehadwrittentohimwhenshewasdyingaloneinhervillaatMentone.YournamewasimplicatedinthemostterribleconfessionIeverread.Itoldhimthatitwasabsurd—thatIknewyouthoroughlyandthatyouwereincapableofanythingofthekind.Knowyou?IwonderdoIknowyou?BeforeIcouldanswerthat,Ishouldhavetoseeyoursoul.”
“Toseemysoul!”mutteredDorianGray,startingupfromthesofaandturningalmostwhitefromfear.
“Yes,”answeredHallwardgravely,andwithdeep-tonedsorrowinhisvoice,“toseeyoursoul.ButonlyGodcandothat.”
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