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llrathercurioustolearnwhoIwas,andthatsheinvariablytoldthemmynamewasPrinceCharming.Itwasprettyofher.YoumustdomeadrawingofSibyl,Basil.Ishouldliketohavesomethingmoreofherthanthememoryofafewkissesandsomebrokenpatheticwords.”
“Iwilltryanddosomething,Dorian,ifitwouldpleaseyou.Butyoumustcomeandsittomeyourselfagain.Ican’tgetonwithoutyou.”
“Icanneversittoyouagain,Basil.Itisimpossible!”heexclaimed,startingback.
Thepainterstaredathim.“Mydearboy,whatnonsense!”hecried.“Doyoumeantosayyoudon’tlikewhatIdidofyou?Whereisit?Whyhaveyoupulledthescreeninfrontofit?Letmelookatit.ItisthebestthingIhaveeverdone.Dotakethescreenaway,Dorian.Itissimplydisgracefulofyourservanthidingmyworklikethat.IfelttheroomlookeddifferentasIcamein.”
“Myservanthasnothingtodowithit,Basil.Youdon’timagineIlethimarrangemyroomforme?Hesettlesmyflowersformesometimes—thatisall.NoIdiditmyself.Thelightwastoostrongontheportrait.”
“Toostrong!Surelynot,mydearfellow?Itisanadmirableplaceforit.Letmeseeit.”AndHallwardwalkedtowardsthecorneroftheroom.
AcryofterrorbrokefromDorianGray’slips,andherushedbetweenthepainterandthescreen.“Basil,”hesaid,lookingverypale,“youmustnotlookatit.Idon’twishyouto.”
“Notlookatmyownwork!Youarenotserious.Whyshouldn’tIlookatit?”exclaimedHallward,laughing.
“Ifyoutrytolookatit,Basil,onmywordofhonourIwillneverspeaktoyouagainaslongasIlive.Iamquiteserious.Idon’tofferanyexplanation,andyouarenottoaskforany.But,remember,ifyoutouchthisscreen,everythingisoverbetweenus.”
Hallwardwasthunderstruck.HelookedatDorianGrayinabsoluteamazement.Hehadneverseenhimlikethisbefore.Theladwasactuallypallidwithrage.Hishandswereclenched,andthepupilsofhiseyeswerelikedisksofbluefire.Hewastremblingallover.
“Dorian!”
“Don’tspeak!”
“Butwhatisthematter?OfcourseIwon’tlookatitifyoudon’twantmeto,”hesaid,rathercoldly,turningonhisheelandgoingovertowardsthewindow.“But,really,itseemsratherabsurdthatIshouldn’tseemyownwork,especiallyasIamgoingtoexhibititinParisintheautumn.Ishallprobablyhavetogiveitanothercoatofvarnishbeforethat,soImustseeitsomeday,andwhynotto-day?”
“Toexhibitit!Youwanttoexhibitit?”exclaimedDorianGray,astrangesenseofterrorcreepingoverhim.Wastheworldgoingtobeshownhissecret?Werepeopletogapeatthemysteryofhislife?Thatwasimpossible.Something—hedidnotknowwhat—hadtobedoneatonce.
“YesIdon’tsupposeyouwillobjecttothat.GeorgesPetitisgoingtocollectallmybestpicturesforaspecialexhibitionintheRuedeSèze,whichwillopenthefirstweekinOctober.Theportraitwillonlybeawayamonth.Ishouldthinkyoucouldeasilyspareitforthattime.Infact,youaresuretobeoutoftown.Andifyoukeepitalwaysbehindascreen,youcan’tcaremuchaboutit.”
DorianGraypassedhishandoverhisforehead.Therewerebeadsofperspirationthere.Hefeltthathewasonthebrinkofahorribledanger.“Youtoldmeamonthagothatyouwouldneverexhibitit,”hecried.“Whyhaveyouchangedyourmind?Youpeoplewhogoinforbeingconsistenthavejustasmanymoodsasothershave.Theonlydifferenceisthatyourmoodsarerathermeaningless.Youcan’thaveforgottenthatyouassuredmemostsolemnlythatnothingintheworldwouldinduceyoutosendittoanyexhibition.YoutoldHarryexactlythesamething.”Hestoppedsuddenly,andagleamoflightcameintohiseyes.HerememberedthatLordHenryhadsaidtohimonce,halfseriouslyandhalfinjest,“Ifyouwanttohaveastrangequarterofanhour,getBasiltotellyouwhyhewon’texhibityourpicture.Hetoldmewhyhewouldn’t,anditwasarevelationtome.”Yes,perhapsBasil,too,hadhissecret.Hewouldaskhimand