CHAPTER V.
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“Mother,Mother,Iamsohappy!”whisperedthegirl,buryingherfaceinthelapofthefaded,tired-lookingwomanwho,withbackturnedtotheshrillintrusivelight,wassittingintheonearm-chairthattheirdingysitting-roomcontained.“Iamsohappy!”sherepeated,“andyoumustbehappy,too!”
Mrs.Vanewincedandputherthin,bismuth-whitenedhandsonherdaughter’shead.“Happy!”sheechoed,“Iamonlyhappy,Sibyl,whenIseeyouact.Youmustnotthinkofanythingbutyouracting.Mr.Isaacshasbeenverygoodtous,andweowehimmoney.”
Thegirllookedupandpouted.“Money,Mother?”shecried,“whatdoesmoneymatter?Loveismorethanmoney.”
“Mr.IsaacshasadvancedusfiftypoundstopayoffourdebtsandtogetaproperoutfitforJames.Youmustnotforgetthat,Sibyl.Fiftypoundsisaverylargesum.Mr.Isaacshasbeenmostconsiderate.”
“Heisnotagentleman,Mother,andIhatethewayhetalkstome,”saidthegirl,risingtoherfeetandgoingovertothewindow.
“Idon’tknowhowwecouldmanagewithouthim,”answeredtheelderwomanquerulously.
SibylVanetossedherheadandlaughed.“Wedon’twanthimanymore,Mother.PrinceCharmingruleslifeforusnow.”Thenshepaused.Aroseshookinherbloodandshadowedhercheeks.Quickbreathpartedthepetalsofherlips.Theytrembled.Somesouthernwindofpassionsweptoverherandstirredthedaintyfoldsofherdress.“Ilovehim,”shesaidsimply.
“Foolishchild!foolishchild!”wastheparrot-phraseflunginanswer.Thewavingofcrooked,false-jewelledfingersgavegrotesquenesstothewords.
Thegirllaughedagain.Thejoyofacagedbirdwasinhervoice.Hereyescaughtthemelodyandechoeditinradiance,thenclosedforamoment,asthoughtohidetheirsecret.Whentheyopened,themistofadreamhadpassedacrossthem.
Thin-lippedwisdomspokeatherfromthewornchair,hintedatprudence,quotedfromthatbookofcowardicewhoseauthorapesthenameofcommonsense.Shedidnotlisten.Shewasfreeinherprisonofpassion.Herprince,PrinceCharming,waswithher.Shehadcalledonmemorytoremakehim.Shehadsenthersoultosearchforhim,andithadbroughthimback.Hiskissburnedagainuponhermouth.Hereyelidswerewarmwithhisbreath.
Thenwisdomaltereditsmethodandspokeofespialanddiscovery.Thisyoungmanmightberich.Ifso,marriageshouldbethoughtof.Againsttheshellofherearbrokethewavesofworldlycunning.Thearrowsofcraftshotbyher.Shesawthethinlipsmoving,andsmiled.
Suddenlyshefelttheneedtospeak.Thewordysilencetroubledher.“Mother,Mother,”shecried,“whydoeshelovemesomuch?IknowwhyIlovehim.Ilovehimbecauseheislikewhatlovehimselfshouldbe.Butwhatdoesheseeinme?Iamnotworthyofhim.Andyet—why,Icannottell—thoughIfeelsomuchbeneathhim,Idon’tfeelhumble.Ifeelproud,terriblyproud.Mother,didyoulovemyfatherasIlovePrinceCharming?”
Theelderwomangrewpalebeneaththecoarsepowderthatdaubedhercheeks,andherdrylipstwitchedwithaspasmofpain.Sybilrushedtoher,flungherarmsroundherneck,andkissedher.“Forgiveme,Mother.Iknowitpainsyoutotalkaboutourfather.Butitonlypainsyoubecauseyoulovedhimsomuch.Don’tlooksosad.Iamashappyto-dayasyouweretwentyyearsago.Ah!letmebehappyforever!”
“Mychild,youarefartooyoungtothinkoffallinginlove.Besides,whatdoyouknowofthisyoungman?Youdon’tevenknowhisname.Thewholethingismostinconvenient,andreally,whenJamesisgoingawaytoAustralia,andIhavesomuchtothinkof,Imustsaythatyoushouldhaveshownmoreconsideration.However,asIsaidbefore,ifheisrich...”
“Ah!Mother,Mother,letmebehappy!”
Mrs.Vaneglancedather,andwithoneofthosefalsetheatricalgesturesthatsooftenbecomeamodeofsecondnaturetoastage-player,claspedherinherarms.Atthismoment,thedooropenedandayoungladwithroughbrownhaircameintotheroom.Hewasthick-setoffigure,andhishandsandfeetwerelargeandsomewhatclumsyinmovement.Hewasnotsofinelybredashissister.Onewouldhardlyhaveguessedthecloserelationshipthatexistedbetweenthem.Mrs.Vanefixedhereyesonhimandintensifiedhersmile.Shementallyelevatedhersontothedignityofanaudience.Shefeltsurethatthetableauwasinteresting.
“Youmightkeepsomeofyourkissesforme,Sibyl,Ithink,”saidtheladwithagood-naturedgrumble.
“Ah!butyoudon’tlikebeingkissed,Jim,”shecried.“Youareadreadfuloldbear.”Andsheranacrosstheroomandhuggedh