CHAPTER II.
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Astheyenteredthestudio,DorianGrayputhishanduponLordHenry’sarm.“Inthatcase,letourfriendshipbeacaprice,”hemurmured,flushingathisownboldness,thensteppedupontheplatformandresumedhispose.
LordHenryflunghimselfintoalargewickerarm-chairandwatchedhim.Thesweepanddashofthebrushonthecanvasmadetheonlysoundthatbrokethestillness,exceptwhen,nowandthen,Hallwardsteppedbacktolookathisworkfromadistance.Intheslantingbeamsthatstreamedthroughtheopendoorwaythedustdancedandwasgolden.Theheavyscentoftherosesseemedtobroodovereverything.
AfteraboutaquarterofanhourHallwardstoppedpainting,lookedforalongtimeatDorianGray,andthenforalongtimeatthepicture,bitingtheendofoneofhishugebrushesandfrowning.“Itisquitefinished,”hecriedatlast,andstoopingdownhewrotehisnameinlongvermilionlettersontheleft-handcornerofthecanvas.
LordHenrycameoverandexaminedthepicture.Itwascertainlyawonderfulworkofart,andawonderfullikenessaswell.
“Mydearfellow,Icongratulateyoumostwarmly,”hesaid.“Itisthefinestportraitofmoderntimes.Mr.Gray,comeoverandlookatyourself.”
Theladstarted,asifawakenedfromsomedream.
“Isitreallyfinished?”hemurmured,steppingdownfromtheplatform.
“Quitefinished,”saidthepainter.“Andyouhavesatsplendidlyto-day.Iamawfullyobligedtoyou.”
“Thatisentirelyduetome,”brokeinLordHenry.“Isn’tit,Mr.Gray?”
Dorianmadenoanswer,butpassedlistlesslyinfrontofhispictureandturnedtowardsit.Whenhesawithedrewback,andhischeeksflushedforamomentwithpleasure.Alookofjoycameintohiseyes,asifhehadrecognizedhimselfforthefirsttime.Hestoodtheremotionlessandinwonder,dimlyconsciousthatHallwardwasspeakingtohim,butnotcatchingthemeaningofhiswords.Thesenseofhisownbeautycameonhimlikearevelation.Hehadneverfeltitbefore.BasilHallward’scomplimentshadseemedtohimtobemerelythecharmingexaggerationoffriendship.Hehadlistenedtothem,laughedatthem,forgottenthem.Theyhadnotinfluencedhisnature.ThenhadcomeLordHenryWottonwithhisstrangepanegyriconyouth,histerriblewarningofitsbrevity.Thathadstirredhimatthetime,andnow,ashestoodgazingattheshadowofhisownloveliness,thefullrealityofthedescriptionflashedacrosshim.Yes,therewouldbeadaywhenhisfacewouldbewrinkledandwizen,hiseyesdimandcolourless,thegraceofhisfigurebrokenanddeformed.Thescarletwouldpassawayfromhislipsandthegoldstealfromhishair.Thelifethatwastomakehissoulwouldmarhisbody.Hewouldbecomedreadful,hideous,anduncouth.
Ashethoughtofit,asharppangofpainstruckthroughhimlikeaknifeandmadeeachdelicatefibreofhisnaturequiver.Hiseyesdeepenedintoamethyst,andacrossthemcameamistoftears.Hefeltasifahandoficehadbeenlaiduponhisheart.
“Don’tyoulikeit?”criedHallwardatlast,stungalittlebythelad’ssilence,notunderstandingwhatitmeant.
“Ofcoursehelikesit,”saidLordHenry.“Whowouldn’tlikeit?Itisoneofthegreatestthingsinmodernart.Iwillgiveyouanythingyouliketoaskforit.Imusthaveit.”
“Itisnotmyproperty,Harry.”
“Whosepropertyisit?”
“Dorian’s,ofcourse,”answeredthepainter.
“Heisaveryluckyfellow.”
“Howsaditis!”murmuredDorianGraywithhiseyesstillfixeduponhisownportrait.“Howsaditis!Ishallgrowold,andhorrible,anddreadful.Butthispicturewillremainalwaysyoung.ItwillneverbeolderthanthisparticulardayofJune....Ifitwereonlytheotherway!IfitwereIwhowastobealwaysyoung,andthepicturethatwastogrowold!Forthat—forthat—Iwouldgiveeverything!Yes,thereisnothinginthewholeworldIwouldnotgive!Iwouldgivemysoulforthat!”
“Youwouldhardlycareforsuchanarrangement,Basil,”criedLordHenry,laughing.“Itwouldberatherhardlinesonyourwork.”
“Ishouldobjectverystrongly,Harry,”saidHallward.
DorianGrayturnedandlookedathim.“Ibelieveyouwould,Basil.Youlikeyourartbetterthanyourfriends.Iamnomoretoyouthanagreenbronzefigure.Hardlyasmuch,Idaresay.”
Thepainterstaredinamazement.ItwassounlikeDoriantospeaklikethat.Whathadhappened?Heseemedquiteangry.Hisfacewasflushedandhischeeksburning.
“Yes,”hecontinued,“IamlesstoyouthanyourivoryHermesoryoursilverFaun.Youwilllikethemalways.Howlongwillyoulikeme?TillIhavemyfirstwrinkle,Isuppose.Iknow,now,thatwhenonelosesone’sgoodlooks,whatevertheymaybe,oneloseseverything.Yourpicturehastaughtmethat.LordHenryWottonisperfectlyright.Youthistheonlythingworthhaving.WhenIfindthatIamgrowingold,Ishallkillmyself.”
Hallwardturnedpaleandcaughthishand.“Dorian!Dorian!”hecried,“don’ttalklikethat.Ihaveneverhadsuchafriendasyou,andIshallneverhavesuchanother.Youarenotjealousofmaterialthings,areyou?—youwhoarefinerthananyofthem!”
“Iamjealousofeverythingwhosebeautydoesnotdie.Iamjealousoftheportraityouhavepaintedofme.WhyshoulditkeepwhatImustlose?Everymomentthatpassestakessomethingfrommeandgivessomethingtoit.Oh,ifitwereonlytheotherway!Ifthepicturecouldchange,andIcouldbealwayswhatIamnow!Whydidyoupaintit?Itwillmockmesomeday—mockmehorribly!”Thehottearswelledintohiseyeshetorehishandawayand,flinginghimselfonthedivan,heburiedhisfaceinthecushions,asthoughhewaspraying.
“Thisisyourdoing,Harry,”saidthepainterbitterly.
LordHenryshruggedhisshoulders.“ItistherealDorianGray—thatisall.”
“Itisnot.”
“Ifitisnot,whathaveItodowithit?”
“YoushouldhavegoneawaywhenIaskedyou,”hemuttered.