CHAPTER XL. A STRANGE INTERVIEW, WHICH IS A SEQUEL TO THE LAST CHAMBER
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ngstoaninnocentladylikeyou?—becauseamongthemenIhavetoldyouof,thereisone:themostdesperateamongthemallthatIcan’tleave:no,noteventobesavedfromthelifeIamleadingnow.”
“Yourhavinginterferedinthisdearboy’sbehalfbefore,”saidRose“yourcominghere,atsogreatarisk,totellmewhatyouhaveheardyourmanner,whichconvincesmeofthetruthofwhatyousayyourevidentcontrition,andsenseofshameallleadmetobelievethatyoumightyetbereclaimed.Oh!”saidtheearnestgirl,foldingherhandsasthetearscourseddownherface,“donotturnadeafeartotheentreatiesofoneofyourownsexthefirst—thefirst,Idobelieve,whoeverappealedtoyouinthevoiceofpityandcompassion.Dohearmywords,andletmesaveyouyet,forbetterthings.”
“Lady,”criedthegirl,sinkingonherknees,“dear,sweet,angellady,youarethefirstthateverblessedmewithsuchwordsasthese,andifIhadheardthemyearsago,theymighthaveturnedmefromalifeofsinandsorrowbutitistoolate,itistoolate!”
“Itisnevertoolate,”saidRose,“forpenitenceandatonement.”
“Itis,”criedthegirl,writhinginagonyofhermind“Icannotleavehimnow!Icouldnotbehisdeath.”
“Whyshouldyoube?”askedRose.
“Nothingcouldsavehim,”criedthegirl.“IfItoldotherswhatIhavetoldyou,andledtotheirbeingtaken,hewouldbesuretodie.Heistheboldest,andhasbeensocruel!”
“Isitpossible,”criedRose,“thatforsuchamanasthis,youcanresigneveryfuturehope,andthecertaintyofimmediaterescue?Itismadness.”
“Idon’tknowwhatitis,”answeredthegirl“Ionlyknowthatitisso,andnotwithmealone,butwithhundredsofothersasbadandwretchedasmyself.Imustgoback.WhetheritisGod’swrathforthewrongIhavedone,IdonotknowbutIamdrawnbacktohimthrougheverysufferingandillusageandIshouldbe,Ibelieve,ifIknewthatIwastodiebyhishandatlast.”
“WhatamItodo?”saidRose.“Ishouldnotletyoudepartfrommethus.”
“Youshould,lady,andIknowyouwill,”rejoinedthegirl,rising.“YouwillnotstopmygoingbecauseIhavetrustedinyourgoodness,andforcednopromisefromyou,asImighthavedone.”
“Ofwhatuse,then,isthecommunicationyouhavemade?”saidRose.“Thismysterymustbeinvestigated,orhowwillitsdisclosuretome,benefitOliver,whomyouareanxioustoserve?”
“Youmusthavesomekindgentlemanaboutyouthatwillhearitasasecret,andadviseyouwhattodo,”rejoinedthegirl.
“ButwherecanIfindyouagainwhenitisnecessary?”askedRose.“Idonotseektoknowwherethesedreadfulpeoplelive,butwherewillyoubewal