CHAPTER XX. WHEREIN OLIVER IS DELIVERED OVER TO MR. WILLIAM SIKES
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cludedthathehadbeenselectedtoperformsomeordinarymenialofficesforthehousebreaker,untilanotherboy,bettersuitedforhispurposecouldbeengaged.Hewastoowellaccustomedtosuffering,andhadsufferedtoomuchwherehewas,tobewailtheprospectofchangeveryseverely.Heremainedlostinthoughtforsomeminutesandthen,withaheavysigh,snuffedthecandle,and,takingupthebookwhichtheJewhadleftwithhim,begantoread.
Heturnedovertheleaves.Carelesslyatfirstbut,lightingonapassagewhichattractedhisattention,hesoonbecameintentuponthevolume.Itwasahistoryofthelivesandtrialsofgreatcriminalsandthepagesweresoiledandthumbedwithuse.Here,hereadofdreadfulcrimesthatmadethebloodruncoldofsecretmurdersthathadbeencommittedbythelonelywaysideofbodieshiddenfromtheeyeofmanindeeppitsandwells:whichwouldnotkeepthemdown,deepastheywere,buthadyieldedthemupatlast,aftermanyyears,andsomaddenedthemurdererswiththesight,thatintheirhorrortheyhadconfessedtheirguilt,andyelledforthegibbettoendtheiragony.Here,too,hereadofmenwho,lyingintheirbedsatdeadofnight,hadbeentempted(sotheysaid)andledon,bytheirownbadthoughts,tosuchdreadfulbloodshedasitmadethefleshcreep,andthelimbsquail,tothinkof.Theterribledescriptionsweresorealandvivid,thatthesallowpagesseemedtoturnredwithgoreandthewordsuponthem,tobesoundedinhisears,asiftheywerewhispered,inhollowmurmurs,bythespiritsofthedead.
Inaparoxysmoffear,theboyclosedthebook,andthrustitfromhim.Then,fallinguponhisknees,heprayedHeaventosparehimfromsuchdeedsandrathertowillthatheshoulddieatonce,thanbereservedforcrimes,sofearfulandappalling.Bydegrees,hegrewmorecalm,andbesought,inalowandbrokenvoice,thathemightberescuedfromhispresentdangersandthatifanyaidweretoberaisedupforapooroutcastboywhohadneverknowntheloveoffriendsorkindred,itmightcometohimnow,when,desolateanddeserted,hestoodaloneinthemidstofwickednessandguilt.
Hehadconcludedhisprayer,butstillremainedwithhisheadburiedinhishands,whenarustlingnoisearousedhim.
“What’sthat!”hecried,startingup,andcatchingsightofafigurestandingbythedoor.“Who’sthere?”
“Me.Onlyme,”repliedatremulousvoice.
Oliverraisedthecandleabovehishead:andlookedtowardsthedoor.ItwasNancy.
“Putdownthelight,”saidthegirl,turningawayherhead.“Ithurtsmyeyes.”
Oliversawthatshewasverypale,andgentlyinquiredifshewereill.Thegirlthrewherselfintoachair,withherbacktowardshim:andwrungherhandsbutmadenoreply.
“Godforgiveme!”shecriedafterawhile,“Ineverthoughtofthis.”
“Hasanythinghappened?”askedOliver.“CanIhelpyou?IwillifIcan.Iwill,indeed.”
Sherockedherselftoandfrocaughtherthroatand,utteringagurglingsound,gaspedforbreath.
“Nancy!”criedOliver,“Whatisit?”
Thegirlbeatherhandsuponherknees,andherfeetuponthegroundand,suddenlystopping,drewhershawlcloseroundher:andshiveredwithcold.
Oliverstirredthefire.Drawi