CHAPTER XVIII
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dI’vetoldhimhe’sgottostopdamningthingswhenyou’rearound.”
“Why?”askedValancyslily,withoneofherodd,slantedglancesandasuddenflakeofpinkoneachcheek,bornofthethoughtthatBarneySnaithhadactuallydonesomuchforher.“Ioftenfeellikedamningthingsmyself.”
ForamomentBarneystared.Wasthiselfingirlthelittle,old-maidishcreaturewhohadstoodtheretwominutesago?Surelytherewasmagicanddevilrygoingoninthatshabby,weedyoldgarden.
Thenhelaughed.
“Itwillbearelieftohavesomeonetodoitforyou,then.Soyoudon’twantanythingbutsaltcodfish?”
“Nottonight.ButIdaresayI’llhavesomeerrandsforyouveryoftenwhenyougotoPortLawrence.Ican’ttrustMr.GaytoremembertobringallthethingsIwant.”
Barneyhadgoneaway,then,inhisLadyJane,andValancystoodinthegardenforalongtime.
Sincethenhehadcalledseveraltimes,walkingdownthroughthebarrens,whistling.HowthatwhistleofhisechoedthroughthesprucesonthoseJunetwilights!Valancycaughtherselflisteningforiteveryevening—rebukedherself—thenletherselfgo.Whyshouldn’tshelistenforit?
HealwaysbroughtCissyfruitandflowers.OncehebroughtValancyaboxofcandy—thefirstboxofcandyshehadeverbeengiven.Itseemedsacrilegetoeatit.
Shefoundherselfthinkingofhiminseasonandoutofseason.Shewantedtoknowifheeverthoughtaboutherwhenshewasn’tbeforehiseyes,and,ifso,what.ShewantedtoseethatmysterioushouseofhisbackontheMistawisisland.Cissyhadneverseenit.Cissy,thoughshetalkedfreelyofBarneyandhadknownhimforfiveyears,reallyknewlittlemoreofhimthanValancyherself.
“Butheisn’tbad,”saidCissy.“Nobodyneedevertellmeheis.Hecan’thavedoneathingtobeashamedof.”
“Thenwhydoesheliveashedoes?”askedValancy—tohearsomebodydefendhim.
“Idon’tknow.He’samystery.Andofcoursethere’ssomethingbehindit,butIknowitisn’tdisgrace.BarneySnaithsimplycouldn’tdoanythingdisgrac