CHAPTER XVII
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WhenValancyhadlivedforaweekatRoaringAbel’sshefeltasifyearshadseparatedherfromheroldlifeandallthepeopleshehadknowninit.Theywerebeginningtoseemremote—dream-like—far-away—andasthedayswentontheyseemedstillmoreso,untiltheyceasedtomatteraltogether.
Shewashappy.NobodyeverbotheredherwithconundrumsorinsistedongivingherPurplePills.NobodycalledherDossorworriedheraboutcatchingcold.Therewerenoquiltstopiece,noabominablerubber-planttowater,noice-coldmaternaltantrumstoendure.Shecouldbealonewheneversheliked,gotobedwhensheliked,sneezewhensheliked.Inthelong,wondrous,northerntwilights,whenCissywasasleepandRoaringAbelaway,shecouldsitforhoursontheshakybackverandahsteps,lookingoutoverthebarrenstothehillsbeyond,coveredwiththeirfine,purplebloom,listeningtothefriendlywindsingingwild,sweetmelodiesinthelittlespruces,anddrinkinginthearomaofthesunnedgrasses,untildarknessflowedoverthelandscapelikeacool,welcomewave.
Sometimesofanafternoon,whenCissywasstrongenough,thetwogirlswentintothebarrensandlookedatthewood-flowers.Buttheydidnotpickany.ValancyhadreadtoCissythegospelthereofaccordingtoJohnFoster:“Itisapitytogatherwood-flowers.Theylosehalftheirwitcheryawayfromthegreenandtheflicker.Thewaytoenjoywood-flowersistotrackthemdowntotheirremotehaunts—gloatoverthem—andthenleavethemwithbackwardglances,takingwithusonlythebeguilingmemoryoftheirgraceandfragrance.”
Valancywasinthemidstofrealitiesafteralifetimeofunrealities.Andbusy—verybusy.Thehousehadtobecleaned.NotfornothinghadValancybeenbroughtupintheStirlinghabitsofneatnessandcleanliness.Ifshefoundsatisfactionincleaningdirtyroomsshegotherfillofitthere.RoaringAbelthoughtshewasfoolishtobotherdoingsomuchmorethanshewasaskedtodo,buthedidnotinterferewithher.Hewasverywellsatisfiedwithhisbargain.Valancywasagoodcook.Abelsaidshegotaflavourintothings.Theonlyfaulthefoundwith