CHAPTER XI

關燈
keitsincetheday,seventeenyearsago,whenatCousinGladys’thimbleparty,theydiscoveredthatshehadgot—SOMETHING—inherheadatschool.Liceinherhead!Valancywasdonewitheuphemisms. PoorMrs.Frederickwasalmostinastateofcollapse.Shehadbelieved—orpretendedtobelieve—thatValancystillsupposedthatchildrenwerefoundinparsleybeds. “Hush—hush!”imploredCousinStickles. “Idon’tmeantohush,”saidValancyperversely.“I’vehush—hushedallmylife.I’llscreamifIwantto.Don’tmakemewantto.AndstoptalkingnonsenseaboutBarneySnaith.” Valancydidn’texactlyunderstandherownindignation.WhatdidBarneySnaith’simputedcrimesandmisdemeanoursmattertoher?Andwhy,outofthemall,diditseemmostintolerablethatheshouldhavebeenpoor,pitifullittleCecilyGay’sfalselover?Foritdidseemintolerabletoher.Shedidnotmindwhentheycalledhimathiefandacounterfeiterandjail-birdbutshecouldnotenduretothinkthathehadlovedandruinedCecilyGay.Sherecalledhisfaceonthetwooccasionsoftheirchancemeetings—histwisted,enigmatic,engagingsmile,histwinkle,histhin,sensitive,almostasceticlips,hisgeneralairoffrankdaredeviltry.Amanwithsuchasmileandlipsmighthavemurderedorstolenbuthecouldnothavebetrayed.Shesuddenlyhatedeveryonewhosaiditorbelieveditofhim. “WhenIwasayounggirlIneverthoughtorspokeaboutsuchmatters,Doss,”saidAuntWellington,crushingly. “ButI’mnotayounggirl,”retortedValancy,uncrushed.“Aren’tyoualwaysrubbingthatintome?Andyouareallevil-minded,senselessgossips.Can’tyouleavepoorCissyGayalone?She’sdying.Whatevershedid,GodortheDevilhaspunishedherenoughforit.Youneedn’ttakeahand,too.AsforBarneySnaith,theonlycrimehehasbeenguiltyofislivingtohimselfandmindinghisownbusiness.Hecan,itseems,getalongwithoutyou.Whichisanunpardonablesin,ofcourse,inyourlittlesnobocracy.”Valancycoinedthatconcludingwordsuddenlyandfeltthatitwasaninspiration.Thatwasexactlywhattheywereandnotoneofthemwasfittomendanother. “Valancy,yourpoorfatherwouldturnoverinhisgraveifhecouldhearyou,”saidMrs.Frederick. “Idaresayhewouldlikethatforachange,”saidValancybrazenly. “Doss,”saidUncleJamesheavily,“theTenCommandmentsarefairlyuptodatestill—especiallythefifth.Haveyouforgottenthat?” “No,”saidValancy,“butIthoughtyouhad—especiallytheninth.Haveyoueverthought,UncleJames,howdulllifewouldbewithouttheTenCommandments?Itisonlywhenthingsareforbiddenthattheybecomefascinating.” Butherexcitementhadbeentoomuchforher.Sheknew,bycertainunmistakablewarnings,thatoneofherattacksofpainwascomingon.Itmustnotfindherthere.Sherosefromherchair. “Iamgoinghomenow.Ionlycameforthedinner.Itwasverygood,AuntAlberta,althoughyoursalad-dressingisnotsaltenoughandadashofcayennewouldimproveit.” NoneoftheflabbergastedsilverweddingguestscouldthinkofanythingtosayuntilthelawngateclangedbehindValancyinthedusk.Then— “She’sfeverish—I’vesaidrightalongshewasfeverish,”moanedCousinStickles. UncleBenjaminpunishedhispudgylefthandfiercelywithhispudgyright. “She’sdippy—Itellyoushe’sgonedippy,”hesnortedangrily.“That’sallthereisaboutit.Cleandippy.” “Oh,Benjamin,”saidCousinGeorgianasoothingly,“don’tcondemnhertoorashly.WemustrememberwhatdearoldShakespearesays—thatcharitythinkethnoevil.” “Charity!Poppy-cock!”snortedUncleBenjamin.“Ineverheardayoungwomantalksuchstuffinmylifeasshejustdid.Talkingaboutthingssheoughttobeashamedtothinkof,muchlessmention.Blaspheming!Insultingus!Whatshewantsisagenerousdoseofspank-weedandI’dliketobetheonetoadministerit.H-uh-h-h-h!”UncleBenjamingulpeddownthehalfofascaldingcupofcoffee. “Doyousupposethatthemumpscouldworkonapersonthatway?”wailedCousinStickles. “Iopenedanumbrellainthehouseyesterday,”sniffedCousinGeorgiana.“Iknewitbetokenedsomemisfortune.” “Haveyoutriedtofindoutifshehasatemperature?”askedCousinMildred. “Shewouldn’tletAmeliaputthethermometerunderhertongue,”whimperedCousinStickles. Mrs.Frederickwasopenlyintears.Allher