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eededbysomeone.Nooneinthewholeworldneededher,orwouldmissanythingfromlifeifshedroppedsuddenlyoutofit.Shewasadisappointmenttohermother.Noonelovedher.Shehadneversomuchashadagirlfriend.
“Ihaven’tevenagiftforfriendship,”shehadonceadmittedtoherselfpitifully.
“Doss,youhaven’teatenyourcrusts,”saidMrs.Frederickrebukingly.
Itrainedalltheforenoonwithoutcessation.Valancypiecedaquilt.Valancyhatedpiecingquilts.Andtherewasnoneedofit.Thehousewasfullofquilts.Therewerethreebigchests,packedwithquilts,intheattic.Mrs.FrederickhadbegunstoringawayquiltswhenValancywasseventeenandshekeptonstoringthem,thoughitdidnotseemlikelythatValancywouldeverneedthem.ButValancymustbeatworkandfancyworkmaterialsweretooexpensive.IdlenesswasacardinalsinintheStirlinghousehold.WhenValancyhadbeenachildshehadbeenmadetowritedowneverynight,inasmall,hated,blacknotebook,alltheminutesshehadspentinidlenessthatday.OnSundayshermothermadehertotthemupandprayoverthem.
OnthisparticularforenoonofthisdayofdestinyValancyspentonlytenminutesinidleness.Atleast,Mrs.FrederickandCousinStickleswouldhavecalleditidleness.ShewenttoherroomtogetabetterthimbleandsheopenedThistleHarvestguiltilyatrandom.
“Thewoodsaresohuman,”wroteJohnFoster,“thattoknowthemonemustlivewiththem.Anoccasionalsaunterthroughthem,keepingtothewell-troddenpaths,willneveradmitustotheirintimacy.Ifwewishtobefriendswemustseekthemoutandwinthembyfrequent,reverentvisitsatallhoursbymorning,bynoon,andbynightandatallseasons,inspring,insummer,inautumn,inwinter.Otherwisewecanneverreallyknowthemandanypretencewemaymaketothecontrarywillneverimposeonthem.Theyhavetheirowneffectivewayofkeepingaliensatadistanceandshuttingtheirheartstomerecasualsightseers.Itisofnousetoseekthewoodsfromanymotiveexceptsheerloveofthemtheywillfindusoutatonceandhidealltheirsweet,old-worldsecretsfromus.Butiftheyknowwecometothembecausewelovethemtheywillbeverykindtousandgiveussuchtreasuresofbeautyanddelightasarenotboughtor