CHAPTER XLIII
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efatherleaveitatthat.LetSqualorbeturnedintoTragedy,whoseeyesarethestars,andwhosehandsholdthesunsetandthedawn.
Andeventheinfluxofofficials,eventhereturnofthedoctor,vulgarandacute,couldnotshakeherbeliefintheeternityofbeauty.Scienceexplainedpeople,butcouldnotunderstandthem.Afterlongcenturiesamongthebonesandmusclesitmightbeadvancingtoknowledgeofthenerves,butthiswouldnevergiveunderstanding.OnecouldopenthehearttoMr.Mansbridgeandhissortwithoutdiscoveringitssecretstothem,fortheywantedeverythingdowninblackandwhite,andblackandwhitewasexactlywhattheywereleftwith.
TheyquestionedhercloselyaboutCharles.Sheneversuspectedwhy.Deathhadcome,andthedoctoragreedthatitwasduetoheartdisease.Theyaskedtoseeherfather’ssword.SheexplainedthatCharles’sangerwasnatural,butmistaken.MiserablequestionsaboutLeonardfollowed,allofwhichsheansweredunfalteringly.ThenbacktoCharlesagain.“NodoubtMr.Wilcoxmayhaveinduceddeath,”shesaid“butifitwasn’tonethingitwouldhavebeenanotherasyouknow.”AtlasttheythankedherandtooktheswordandthebodydowntoHilton.Shebegantopickupthebooksfromthefloor.
Helenhadgonetothefarm.Itwasthebestplaceforher,sinceshehadtowaitfortheinquest.Though,asifthingswerenothardenough,MadgeandherhusbandhadraisedtroubletheydidnotseewhytheyshouldreceivetheoffscouringsofHowardsEnd.And,ofcourse,theywereright.Thewholeworldwasgoingtoberight,andamplyavengeanybravetalkagainsttheconventions.“Nothingmatters,”theSchlegelshadsaidinthepast,“exceptone’sself-respectandthatofone’sfriends.”Whenthetimecame,otherthingsmatteredterribly.However,Madgehadyielded,andHelenwasassuredofpeaceforonedayandnight,andto-morrowshewouldreturntoGermany.
Asforherself,shedeterminedtogoto