CHAPTER XLI
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e,powderedinbetween,werethevillasofbusinessmen,whosawlifemoresteadily,thoughwiththesteadinessofthehalf-closedeye.Overallthesunwasstreaming,toallthebirdsweresinging,toalltheprimroseswereyellow,andthespeedwellblue,andthecountry,howevertheyinterpretedher,wasutteringhercryof“now.”ShedidnotfreeLeonardyet,andtheknifeplungeddeeperintohisheartasthetraindrewupatHilton.Butremorsehadbecomebeautiful.
Hiltonwasasleep,orattheearliest,breakfasting.Leonardnoticedthecontrastwhenhesteppedoutofitintothecountry.Heremenhadbeenupsincedawn.Theirhourswereruled,notbyaLondonoffice,butbythemovementsofthecropsandthesun.Thattheyweremenofthefinesttypeonlythesentimentalistscandeclare.Buttheykepttothelifeofdaylight.TheyareEngland’shope.Clumsilytheycarryforwardthetorchofthesun,untilsuchtimeasthenationseesfittotakeitup.Halfclodhopper,halfboard-schoolprig,theycanstillthrowbacktoanoblerstock,andbreedyeomen.
Atthechalkpitamotorpassedhim.Initwasanothertype,whomNaturefavours—theImperial.Healthy,everinmotion,ithopestoinherittheearth.Itbreedsasquicklyastheyeoman,andassoundlystrongisthetemptationtoacclaimitasasuper-yeoman,whocarrieshiscountry’svirtueoverseas.ButtheImperialistisnotwhathethinksorseems.Heisadestroyer.Hepreparesthewayforcosmopolitanism,andthoughhisambitionsmaybefulfilled,theearththatheinheritswillbegrey.
ToLeonard,intentonhisprivatesin,therecametheconvictionofinnategoodnesselsewhere.Itwasnottheoptimismwhichhehadbeentaughtatschool.Againandagainmustthedrumstap,andthegoblinsstalkovertheuniversebeforejoycanbepurgedofthesuperficial.Itwasratherparadoxical,andarosefromhissorrow.Deathdestroysaman,buttheideaofdeathsaveshim—thatisthebestaccountofitthathasyetbeengiven.Squalorandtragedycanbeckontoallthatisgreatinus,andstrengthenthewingsoflove.Theycanbeckonitisnotcertainthattheywill,fortheyarenotlove’sservants.Buttheycanbeckon,andtheknowledgeofthisincredibletruthcomfortedhim.
Asheapproachedthehouseallthoughtstopped.Contradictorynotionsstoodsidebysideinhismind.Hewasterrifiedbuthappy,ashamed,buthaddonenosin.Heknewtheconfession:“Mrs.Wilcox,Ihavedonewrong,”butsunrisehadrobbeditsmeaning,andhefeltratheronasupremeadventure.
Heenteredagarden,steadiedhimselfagainstamotor-carthathefoundinit,foundadooropenandenteredahouse.Yes,itwouldbeveryeasy.Fromaroomtotheleftheheardvoices,Margaret’samongstthem.Hisownnamewascalledaloud,andamanwhomhehadneverseensaid,“Oh,ishethere?Iamnotsurprised.Inowthrashhimwithinaninchofhislife.”
“Mrs.Wilcox,”saidLeonard,“Ihavedonewrong.”
Themantookhimbythecollarandcried,“Bringmeastick.”Womenwerescreaming.Astick,verybright,descended.Ithurthim,notwhereitdescended,butintheheart.Booksfelloverhiminashower.Nothinghadsense.
“Getsomewater,”commandedCharles,whohadallthroughkeptverycalm.“He’sshamming.OfcourseIonlyusedtheblade.Here,carryhimoutintotheair.”
Thinkingthatheunderstoodthesethings,Margaretobeyedhim.TheylaidLeonard,whowasdead,onthegravelHelenpouredwateroverhim.
“That’senough,”saidCharles.
“Yes,murder’senough,”saidMissAvery,comingoutofthehousewiththesword.