CHAPTER XXXVII

關燈
. “Listen!what’sthat?” Helensaid,“PerhapstheWilcoxesarebeginningthesiege.” “Whatnonsense—listen!” Andthetrivialityfadedfromtheirfaces,thoughitleftsomethingbehind—theknowledgethattheynevercouldbepartedbecausetheirlovewasrootedincommonthings.Explanationsandappealshadfailedtheyhadtriedforacommonmeeting-ground,andhadonlymadeeachotherunhappy.Andallthetimetheirsalvationwaslyingroundthem—thepastsanctifyingthepresentthepresent,withwildheart-throb,declaringthattherewouldafterallbeafuturewithlaughterandthevoicesofchildren.Helen,stillsmiling,cameuptohersister.Shesaid,“ItisalwaysMeg.”Theylookedintoeachother’seyes.Theinnerlifehadpaid. Solemnlytheclappertolled.Noonewasinthefront.Margaretwenttothekitchen,andstruggledbetweenpacking-casestothewindow.Theirvisitorwasonlyalittleboywithatincan.Andtrivialityreturned. “Littleboy,whatdoyouwant?” “Please,Iamthemilk.” “DidMissAverysendyou?”saidMargaret,rathersharply. “Yes,please.” “Thentakeitbackandsaywerequirenomilk.”WhileshecalledtoHelen,“No,it’snotthesiege,butpossiblyanattempttoprovisionusagainstone.” “ButIlikemilk,”criedHelen.“Whysenditaway?” “Doyou?Oh,verywell.Butwe’venothingtoputitin,andhewantsthecan.” “Please,I’mtocallinthemorningforthecan,”saidtheboy. “Thehousewillbelockedupthen.” “InthemorningwouldIbringeggstoo?” “AreyoutheboywhomIsawplayinginthestackslastweek?” Thechildhunghishead. “Well,runawayanddoitagain.” “Nicelittleboy,”whisperedHelen.“Isay,what’syourname?Mine’sHelen.” “Tom.” ThatwasHelenallover.TheWilcoxes,too,wouldaskachilditsname,buttheynevertoldtheirnamesinreturn. “Tom,thisonehereisMargaret.Andathomewe’veanothercalledTibby.” “Minearelop-eareds,”repliedTom,supposingTibbytobearabbit. “You’reaverygoodandratheracleverlittleboy.Mindyoucomeagain.—Isn’thecharming?” “Undoubtedly,”saidMargaret.“HeisprobablythesonofMadge,andMadgeisdreadful.Butthisplacehaswonderfulpowers.” “Whatdoyoumean?” “Idon’tknow.” “BecauseIprobablyagreewithyou.” “Itkillswhatisdreadfulandmakeswhatisbeautifullive.” “Idoagree,”saidHelen,asshesippedthemilk.“Butyousaidthatthehousewasdeadnothalfanhourago.” “MeaningthatIwasdead.Ifeltit.” “Yes,thehousehasasurerlifethanwe,evenifitwasempty,and,asitis,Ican’tgetoverthatforthirtyyearsthesunhasnevershonefullonourfurniture.Afterall,WickhamPlacewasagrave.Meg,I’veastartlingidea.” “Whatisit?” “Drinksomemilktosteadyyou.” Margaretobeyed. “No,Iwon’ttellyouyet,”saidHelen,“becauseyoumaylaughorbeangry.Let’sgoupstairsfirstandgivetheroomsanairing.” Theyopenedwindowafterwindow,tilltheinside,too,wasrustlingtothespring.Curtainsblew,pictureframestappedcheerfully.Helenutteredcriesofexcitementasshefoundthisbedobviouslyinitsrightplace,thatinitswrongone.ShewasangrywithMissAveryfornothavingmovedthewardrobesup.“Thenonewouldseereally.”Sheadmiredtheview.ShewastheHelenwhohadwrittenthememorablelettersfouryearsago.Astheyleantout,lookingwest
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