CHAPTER XXVII
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otticelli,’ifhe’sPierpontMorgan.Neverthe‘I’andifyoucouldpiercethroughthesuperman,you’dfindpanicandemptinessinthemiddle.”
Leonardwassilentforamoment.Thenhesaid:“MayItakeit,MissSchlegel,thatyouandIareboththesortthatsay‘I’?”
“Ofcourse.”
“Andyoursister,too?”
“Ofcourse,”repeatedHelen,alittlesharply.ShewasannoyedwithMargaret,butdidnotwantherdiscussed.“Allpresentablepeoplesay‘I.’”
“ButMr.Wilcox—heisnotperhaps—”
“Idon’tknowthatit’sanygooddiscussingMr.Wilcoxeither.”
“Quiteso,quiteso,”heagreed.Helenaskedherselfwhyshehadsnubbedhim.Onceortwiceduringthedayshehadencouragedhimtocriticise,andthenhadpulledhimupshort.Wassheafraidofhimpresuming?Ifso,itwasdisgustingofher.
Buthewasthinkingthesnubquitenatural.Everythingshedidwasnatural,andincapableofcausingoffence.WhiletheMissSchlegelsweretogetherhehadfeltthemscarcelyhuman—asortofadmonitorywhirligig.ButaMissSchlegelalonewasdifferent.ShewasinHelen’scaseunmarried,inMargaret’sabouttobemarried,inneithercaseanechoofhersister.Alighthadfallenatlastintothisrichupperworld,andhesawthatitwasfullofmenandwomen,someofwhomweremorefriendlytohimthanothers.Helenhadbecome“his”MissSchlegel,whoscoldedhimandcorrespondedwithhim,andhadsweptdownyesterdaywithgratefulvehemence.Margaret,thoughnotunkind,wassevereandremote.Hewouldnotpresumetohelpher,forinstance.Hehadneverlikedher,andbegantothinkthathisoriginalimpressionwastrue,andthathersisterdidnotlikehereither.Helenwascertainlylonely.She,whogaveawaysomuch,wasreceivingtoolittle.LeonardwaspleasedtothinkthathecouldsparehervexationbyholdinghistongueandconcealingwhatheknewaboutMr.Wilcox.Jackyhadannouncedherdiscoverywhenhefetchedherfromthelawn.Afterthefirstshock,hedidnotmindforhimself.Bynowhehadnoillusionsabouthiswife,andthiswasonlyonenewstainonthefaceofalovethathadneverbeenpure.Tokeepperfectionperfect,thatshouldbehisideal,ifthefuturegavehimtimetohaveideals.Helen,andMargare