CHAPTER XXVI
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iditall,”criedHelen.
“Icanonlyadviseyoutogoatonce.Mysisterhasputyouinafalseposition,anditiskindesttotellyouso.It’stoolatetogettotown,butyou’llfindacomfortablehotelinOniton,whereMrs.Bastcanrest,andIhopeyou’llbemygueststhere.”
“Thatisn’twhatIwant,MissSchlegel,”saidLeonard.“You’reverykind,andnodoubtit’safalseposition,butyoumakememiserable.Iseemnogoodatall.”
“It’sworkhewants,”interpretedHelen.“Can’tyousee?”
Thenhesaid:“Jacky,let’sgo.We’remorebotherthanwe’reworth.We’recostingtheseladiespoundsandpoundsalreadytogetworkforus,andtheyneverwill.There’snothingwe’regoodenoughtodo.”
“Wewouldliketofindyouwork,”saidMargaretratherconventionally.“Wewantto—I,likemysister.You’reonlydowninyourluck.Gotothehotel,haveagoodnight’srest,andsomedayyoushallpaymebackthebill,ifyoupreferit.”
ButLeonardwasneartheabyss,andatsuchmomentsmenseeclearly.“Youdon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingabout,”hesaid.“Ishallnevergetworknow.Ifrichpeoplefailatoneprofession,theycantryanother.NotI.Ihadmygroove,andI’vegotoutofit.Icoulddooneparticularbranchofinsuranceinoneparticularofficewellenoughtocommandasalary,butthat’sall.Poetry’snothing,MissSchlegel.One’sthoughtsaboutthisandthatarenothing.Yourmoney,too,isnothing,ifyou’llunderstandme.Imeanifamanovertwentyonceloseshisownparticularjob,it’salloverwithhim.Ihaveseenithappentoothers.Theirfriendsgavethemmoneyforalittle,butintheendtheyfallovertheedge.It’snogood.It’sthewholeworldpulling.Therealwayswillberichandpoor.”
Heceased.“Won’tyouhavesomethingtoeat?”saidMargaret.“Idon’tknowwhattodo.Itisn’tmyhouse,andthoughMr.Wilcoxwouldhavebeengladtoseeyouatanyothertime—asIsay,Idon’tknowwhattodo,butIundertaketodowhatIcanforyou.Helen,offerthemsomething.Dotryasandwich,Mrs.Bast.”
Theymovedtoalongtablebehindwhichaservantwasstillstanding.Icedcakes,sandwichesinnumerable,coffee,claret-cup,champagne,remainedalmostintacttheiroverfedguestscoulddonomore.Leonardrefused.Jackythoughtshecouldmanagealittle.Margaretleftthemwhisperingtogether,andhadafewmorewordswithHelen.
Shesaid:“Helen,IlikeMr.Bast.Iagreethathe’sworthhelping.Iagreethatwearedirectlyresponsible.”
“No,indirectly.ViaMr.Wilcox.”
“Letmetellyouonceforallthatifyoutakeupthatattitude,I’lldonothing.Nodoubtyou’rerightlogically,andareentitledtosayagreatmanyscathingthingsaboutHenry.Only,Iwon’thaveit.Sochoose.”
Helenlookedatthesunset.
“IfyoupromisetotakethemquietlytotheGeorgeIwillspeaktoHenryaboutthem—inmyownway,mindthereistobenoneofthisabsurdscreamingaboutjustice.Ihavenouseforjustice.Ifitwasonlyaquestionofmoney,wecoulddoitourselves.Buthewantswork,andthatwecan’tgivehim,butpossiblyHenrycan.”
“It’shisdutyto,”grumbledHelen.
“NoramIconcernedwithduty.I’mconcernedwiththecharactersofvariouspeoplewhomweknow,andhow,thingsbeingastheyare,thingsmaybemadealittlebetter.Mr.Wilcoxhatesbeingaskedfavoursallbusinessmendo.ButIamgoingtoaskhim,attheriskofarebuff,becauseIwanttomakethingsalittlebetter.”
“Verywell.Ipromise.Youtakeitverycalmly.”
“TakethemofftotheGeorge,then,andI’lltry.Poorcreatures!buttheylooktired.”Astheyparted,sheadded:“Ihaven’tnearlydonewithyou,though,Helen.Youhavebeenmostself-indulgent.Ican’tgetoverit.Youhavelessrestraintratherthanmoreasyougrowolder.Thinkitoverandalteryourself,orweshan’thavehappylives.”
SherejoinedHenry.Fortunatelyhehadbeensittingdown:thesephysicalmatterswereimportant.“Wasittownees?”heasked,greetingherwithapleasantsmile.
“You’llneverbelieveme,”saidMargaret,sittingdownbesidehim.“It’sallrightnow,butitwasmysister.”
“Helenhere?”hecried,preparingtorise.“Butsherefusedtheinvitation.Ithoughthatedweddings.”
“Don’tgetup.Shehasnotcometothewedding.I’vebundledherofftotheGeorge.”
Inherentlyhospitable,heprotested.
“Noshehastwoofherprotegeswithherandmustkeepwiththem.”
“Let’emallcome.”
“MydearHenry,didyouseethem?”
“Ididcatchsightofabrownbunchofawoman,certainly.”
“ThebrownbunchwasHelen,butdidyoucatchsightofasea-greenandsalmonbunch?”
“What!aretheyoutbean-feasting?”
“Nobusiness.Theywantedtoseeme,andlateronIwanttotalktoyouaboutthem.”
Shewasashamedofherowndiplomacy.IndealingwithaWilcox,howtemptingitwastolapsefromcomradeship,andtogivehimthekindofwomanthathedesired!Henrytookthehintatonce,andsaid:“Whylateron?Tellmenow.Notimelikethepresent.”
“ShallI?”
“Ifitisn’talongstory.”
“Oh,notfiveminutesbutthere’sastingattheendofit,forIwantyoutofindthemansomeworkinyouroffice.”
“Whatarehisqualifications?”
“Idon’tknow.He’saclerk.”
“Howold?”
“Twenty-five,perhaps.”
“What’shisname?”
“Bast,”saidMargaret,andwasabouttoremindhimthattheyhadmetatWickhamPlace,butstoppedherself.Ithadnotbeenasuccessfulmeeting.
“Wherewashebefore?”
“Dempster’sBank.”
“Whydidheleave?”heasked,stillrememberingnothing.
“Theyreducedtheirstaff.”
“AllrightI’llseehim.”
Itwastherewardofhertactanddevotionthroughtheday.Nowsheunderstoodwhysomewomenpreferinfluencetorights.Mrs.Plynlimmon,whencondemningsuffragettes,hadsaid:“Thewomanwhocan’tinfluenceherhusbandtovotethewaysh