CHAPTER XI
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ine,awispofhaywithdewonit—canpassionforsuchthingsbetransmittedwherethereisnobondofblood?NotheWilcoxesarenottobeblamed.Theproblemistooterrific,andtheycouldnotevenperceiveaproblem.Noitisnaturalandfittingthatafterduedebatetheyshouldtearthenoteupandthrowitontotheirdining-roomfire.Thepracticalmoralistmayacquitthemabsolutely.Hewhostrivestolookdeepermayacquitthem—almost.Foronehardfactremains.Theydidneglectapersonalappeal.Thewomanwhohaddieddidsaytothem,“Dothis,”andtheyanswered,“Wewillnot.”
Theincidentmadeamostpainfulimpressiononthem.Griefmountedintothebrainandworkedtheredisquietingly.Yesterdaytheyhadlamented:“Shewasadearmother,atruewifeinourabsencesheneglectedherhealthanddied.”To-daytheythought:“Shewasnotastrue,asdear,aswesupposed.”Thedesireforamoreinwardlighthadfoundexpressionatlast,theunseenhadimpactedontheseen,andallthattheycouldsaywas“Treachery.”Mrs.Wilcoxhadbeentreacheroustothefamily,tothelawsofproperty,toherownwrittenword.HowdidsheexpectHowardsEndtobeconveyedtoMissSchlegel?Washerhusband,towhomitlegallybelonged,tomakeitovertoherasafreegift?WasthesaidMissSchlegeltohavealifeinterestinit,ortoownitabsolutely?Wastheretobenocompensationforthegarageandotherimprovementsthattheyhadmadeundertheassumptionthatallwouldbetheirssomeday?Treacherous!treacherousandabsurd!Whenwethinkthedeadbothtreacherousandabsurd,wehavegonefartowardsreconcilingourselvestotheirdeparture.Thatnote,scribbledinpencil,sentthroughthematron,wasunbusinesslikeaswellascruel,anddecreasedatoncethevalueofthewomanwhohadwrittenit.
“Ah,well!”saidMr.Wilcox,risingfromthetable.“Ishouldn’thavethoughtitpossible.”
“Mothercouldn’thavemeantit,”saidEvie,stillfrowning.
“No,mygirl,ofcoursenot.”
“Motherbelievedsoinancestorstoo—itisn’tlikehertoleaveanythingtoanoutsider,who’dneverappreciate.”
“Thewholethingisunlikeher,”heannounced.“IfMissSchlegelhadbeenpoor,ifshehadwantedahouse,Icouldunderstanditalittle.Butshehasahouseofherown.Whyshouldshewantanother?Shewouldn’thaveanyuseforHowardsEnd.”
“Thattimemayprove,”murmuredCharles.
“How?”askedhissister.
“Presumablysheknows—motherwillhavetoldher.Shegottwiceorthreetimesintothenursinghome.Presumablysheisawaitingdevelopments.”
“Whatahorridwoman!”AndDolly,whohadrecovered,cried,“Why,shemaybecomingdowntoturnusoutnow!”
Charlesputherright.“Iwishshewould,”hesaidominously.“Icouldthendealwithher.”
“SocouldI,”echoedhisfather,whowasfeelingratherinthecold.Charleshadbeenkindinundertakingthefuneralarrangementsandintellinghimtoeathisbreakfast,buttheboyashegrewupwasalittledictatorial,andassumedthepostofchairmantooreadily.“Icoulddealwithher,ifshecomes,butshewon’tcome.You’reallabithardonMissSchlegel.”
“ThatPaulbusinesswasprettyscandalous,though.”
“IwantnomoreofthePaulbusiness,Charles,asIsaidatthetime,andbesides,itisquiteapartfromthisbusiness.MargaretSchlegelhasbeenofficiousandtiresomeduringthisterribleweek,andwehaveallsufferedunderher,butuponmysoulshe’shonest.She’sNOTincollusionwiththematron.I’mabsolutelycertainofit.Norwasshewiththedoctor,I’mequallycertainofthat.Shedidnothideanythingfromus,foruptothatveryafternoonshewasasignorantasweare.She,likeourselves,wasadupe—”Hestoppedforamoment.“Yousee,Charles,inherterriblepainyourmotherputusallinfalsepositions.PaulwouldnothaveleftEngland,youwouldnothavegonetoItaly,norEvieandIintoYorkshire,ifonlywehadknown.Well,MissSchlegel’spositionhasbeenequallyfalse.Takeallinall,shehasnotcomeoutofitbadly.”
Eviesaid:“Butthosechrysanthemums—”
“Orcomingdowntothefuneralatall—”echoedDolly.
“Whyshouldn’tshecomedown?Shehadtherightto,andshestoodfarbackamongtheHiltonwomen.Theflowers—certainlyweshouldnothavesentsuchflowers,buttheymayhaveseemedtherightthingtoher,Evie,andforallyouknowtheymaybethecustominGermany.”
“Oh,Iforgetsheisn’treallyEnglish,”criedEvie.“Thatwouldexplainalot.”
“She’sacosmopolitan,”saidCharles,lookingathiswatch.“IadmitI’mratherdownoncosmopolitans.Myfault,doubtless.Icannotstandthem,andaGermancosmopolitanisthelimit.Ithinkthat’saboutall,isn’tit?IwanttorundownandseeChalkeley.Abicyclewilldo.And,bytheway,Iwishyou’dspeaktoCranesometime.I’mcertainhe’shadmynewcarout.”
“Hashedoneitanyharm?”
“No.”
“InthatcaseIshallletitpass.It’snotworthwhilehavingarow.”
Charlesandhisfathersometimesdisagreed.Buttheyalwayspartedwithanincreasedregardforoneanother,andeachdesirednodoughtiercomradewhenitwasnecessarytovoyageforalittlepasttheemotions.SothesailorsofUlyssesvoyagedpasttheSirens,havingfirststoppedoneanother’searswithwool.