CHAPTER VIII NEVER WONDER
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leriversoftabularstatementsperiodicallyflowedintothehowlingoceanoftabularstatements,whichnodiverevergottoanydepthinandcameupsane.Itwasadishearteningcircumstance,butamelancholyfact,thateventhesereaderspersistedinwondering.Theywonderedabouthumannature,humanpassions,humanhopesandfears,thestruggles,triumphsanddefeats,thecaresandjoysandsorrows,thelivesanddeathsofcommonmenandwomen!Theysometimes,afterfifteenhours’work,satdowntoreadmerefablesaboutmenandwomen,moreorlesslikethemselves,andaboutchildren,moreorlessliketheirown.TheytookDeFoetotheirbosoms,insteadofEuclid,andseemedtobeonthewholemorecomfortedbyGoldsmiththanbyCocker.Mr.Gradgrindwasforeverworking,inprintandoutofprint,atthiseccentricsum,andhenevercouldmakeouthowityieldedthisunaccountableproduct.
‘Iamsickofmylife,Loo.I,hateitaltogether,andIhateeverybodyexceptyou,’saidtheunnaturalyoungThomasGradgrindinthehair-cuttingchamberattwilight.
‘Youdon’thateSissy,Tom?’
‘IhatetobeobligedtocallherJupe.Andshehatesme,’saidTom,moodily.
‘No,shedoesnot,Tom,Iamsure!’
‘Shemust,’saidTom.‘Shemustjusthateanddetestthewholeset-outofus.They’llbotherherheadoff,Ithink,beforetheyhavedonewithher.Alreadyshe’sgettingaspaleaswax,andasheavyas—Iam.’
YoungThomasexpressedthesesentimentssittingastrideofachairbeforethefire,withhisarmsontheback,andhissulkyfaceonhisarms.Hissistersatinthedarkercornerbythefireside,nowlookingathim,nowlookingatthebrightsparksastheydroppeduponthehearth.
‘Astome,’saidTom,tumblinghishairallmannerofwayswithhissulkyhands,‘IamaDonkey,that’swhatIam.Iamasobstinateasone,Iammorestupidthanone,Igetasmuchpleasureasone,andIshouldliketokicklikeone.’
‘Notme,Ihope,Tom?’
‘No,LooIwouldn’thurtyou.Imadeanexceptionofyouatfirst.Idon’tknowwhatthis—jollyold—JaundicedJail,’Tomhadpausedtofindasufficientlycomplimentaryandexpressivenamefortheparentalroof,andseemedtorelievehismindforamomentbythestrongalliterationofthisone,‘wouldbewithoutyou.’
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