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ouldeasilygethimtowritethatheknewnofactsinproofofthereportyouspeakof,thoughitmightleadtounpleasantness.ButIcouldhardlyaskhimtowritedownwhathebelievesordoesnotbelieveaboutme.”Fredpausedaninstant,andthenadded,inpoliticappealtohisuncle’svanity,“Thatishardlyathingforagentlemantoask.”Buthewasdisappointedintheresult.
“Ay,Iknowwhatyoumean.You’dsooneroffendmethanBulstrode.Andwhat’she?—he’sgotnolandhereaboutthateverIheardtellof.Aspeckilatingfellow!Hemaycomedownanyday,whenthedevilleavesoffbackinghim.Andthat’swhathisreligionmeans:hewantsGodA’mightytocomein.That’snonsense!There’sonethingImadeoutprettyclearwhenIusedtogotochurch—andit’sthis:GodA’mightystickstotheland.Hepromisesland,andHegivesland,andHemakeschapsrichwithcornandcattle.Butyoutaketheotherside.YoulikeBulstrodeandspeckilationbetterthanFeatherstoneandland.”
“Ibegyourpardon,sir,”saidFred,rising,standingwithhisbacktothefireandbeatinghisbootwithhiswhip.“IlikeneitherBulstrodenorspeculation.”Hespokerathersulkily,feelinghimselfstalemated.
“Well,well,youcandowithoutme,that’sprettyclear,”saidoldFeatherstone,secretlydislikingthepossibilitythatFredwouldshowhimselfatallindependent.“Youneitherwantabitoflandtomakeasquireofyouinsteadofastarvingparson,noraliftofahundredpoundbytheway.It’sallonetome.IcanmakefivecodicilsifIlike,andIshallkeepmybank-notesforanest-egg.It’sallonetome.”
Fredcoloredagain.Featherstonehadrarelygivenhimpresentsofmoney,andatthismomentitseemedalmosthardertopartwiththeimmediateprospectofbank-notesthanwiththemoredistantprospectoftheland.
“Iamnotungrateful,sir.Inevermeanttoshowdisregardforanykindintentionsyoumighthavetowardsme.Onthecontrary.”
“Verygood.Thenproveit.YoubringmealetterfromBulstrodesayinghedoesn’tbelieveyou’vebeencrackingandpromisingtopayyourdebtsouto’myland,andthen,ifthere’sanyscrapeyou’vegotinto,we’llseeifIcan’tbackyouabit.Comenow!That’sabargain.Here,givemeyourarm.I’lltryandwalkroundtheroom.”
Fred,inspiteofhisirritation,hadkindnessenoughinhimtobealittlesorryfortheunloved,unveneratedoldman,whowithhisdropsicallegslookedmorethanusuallypitiableinwalking.Whilegivinghisarm,hethoughtthatheshouldnothimselfliketobeanoldfellowwithhisconstitutionbreakingupandhewaitedgood-temperedly,firstbeforethewindowtohearthewontedremarksabouttheguinea-fowlsandtheweather-cock,andthenbeforethescantybook-shelves,ofwhichthechiefgloriesindarkcalfwereJosephus,Culpepper,Klopstock’s“Messiah,”andseveralvolumesofthe“Gentleman’sMagazine.”
“Readmethenameso’thebooks.Comenow!you’reacollegeman.”
Fredgavehimthetitles.
“Whatdidmissywantwithmorebooks?Whatmustyoubebringinghermorebooksfor?”
“Theyamuseher,sir.Sheisveryfondofreading.”
“Alittletoofond,”saidMr.Featherstone,captiously.“Shewasforreadingwhenshesatwithme.ButIputastoptothat.She’sgotthenewspapertoreadoutloud.That’senoughforoneday,Ishouldthink.Ican’tabidetoseeherreadingtoherself.Youmindandnotbringheranymorebooks,doyouhear?”
“Yes,sir,Ihear.”Fredhadreceivedthisorderbefore,andhadsecretlydisobeyedit.Heintendedtodisobeyitagain.
“Ringthebell,”saidMr.Featherstone“Iwantmissytocomedown.”
RosamondandMaryhadbeentalkingfasterthantheirmalefriends.Theydidnotthinkofsittingdown,butstoodatthetoilet-tablenearthewindowwhileRosamondtookoffherhat,adjustedherveil,andappliedlittletouchesofherfinger-tipstoherhair—hairofinfantinefairness,neitherflaxennoryellow.MaryGarthseemedalltheplainerstandingatananglebetweenthetwonymphs—theoneintheglass,andtheoneoutofit,wholookedateachotherwitheyesofheavenlyblue,deepenoughtoholdthemostexquisitemeaningsaningeniousbeholdercouldputintothem,anddeepenoughtohidethemeaningsoftheowneriftheseshouldhappentobelessexquisite.OnlyafewchildreninMiddlemarchlookedblondbythesideofRosamond,andtheslimfiguredisplayedbyherriding-habithaddelicateundulations.Infact,mostmeninMiddlemarch,exceptherbrothers,heldthatMissVincywasthebestgirlintheworld,andsomecalledheranangel.MaryGarth,onthecontrary,hadtheaspectofanordinarysinner:shewasbrownhercurlydarkhairwasroughandstubbornherstaturewaslowanditwouldnotbetruetodeclare,insatisfactoryantithesis,thatshehadallthevirtues.Plainnesshasitspeculiartemptationsandvicesquiteasmuchasbeautyitisapteithertofeignamiability,or,notfeigningit,toshowalltherepulsivenessofdiscontent:atanyrate,tobecalledanuglythingincontrastwiththatlovelycreatureyourcompanion,isapttoproducesomeeffectbeyondasenseoffineveracityandfitnessinthephrase.Attheageoftwo-and-twentyMaryhadcertainlynotattainedthatperfectgoodsenseandgoodprinciplewhichareusuallyrecommendedtothelessfortunategirl,asiftheyweretobeobtainedinquantitiesreadymixed,withaflavorofresignationasrequired.Hershrewdnesshadastreakofsatiricbitternesscontinuallyrenewedandnevercarriedutterlyoutofsight,exceptbyastrongcurrentofgratitudetowardsthosewho,insteadoftellingherthatsheoughttobecontented,didsomethingtomakeherso.Advancingwomanhoodhadtemperedherplainness,whichwasofagoodhumansort,suchasthemothersofourracehaveverycommonlyworninalllatitudesunderamoreorlessbecomingheadgear.Rembrandtwouldhavepaintedherwithpleasure,andwouldhavemadeherbroadfeatureslookoutofthecanvaswithintelligenthonesty.Forhonesty,truth-tellingfairness,wasMary’sreigningvirtue:sheneithertriedtocreateillusions,norindulgedinthemforherownbehoof,andwhenshewasinagoodmoodshehadhumorenoughinhertolaughatherself.WhensheandRosamondhappenedbothtobereflectedintheglass,shesaid,laughingly—
“WhatabrownpatchIambythesideofyou,Rosy!Youarethemostunbecomingcompanion.”
“Ohno!Noonethinksofyourappearance,youaresosensibleanduseful,Mary.Beautyisofverylittleconsequenceinreality,”saidRosamond,turningherheadtowardsMary,butwitheyesswervingtowardsthenewviewofherneckintheglass.
“Youmeanmybeauty,”saidMary,rathersardonically.
Rosamondthought,“PoorMary,shetakesthekindestthingsill.”Aloudshesaid,“Whathaveyoubeendoinglately?”
“I?Oh,mindingthehouse—pouringoutsyrup—pretendingtobeamiableandcontented—learningtohaveabadopinionofeverybody.”
“Itisawretchedlifeforyou.”
“No,”saidMary,curtly,withalittletossofherhead.“IthinkmylifeispleasanterthanyourMissMorgan’s.”
“YesbutMissMorganissouninteresting,andnotyoung.”
“Sheisinterestingtoherself,IsupposeandIamnotatallsurethateverythinggetseasierasonegetsolder.”
“No,”saidRosamond,reflectively“onewonderswha