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adislaw’ssenseoftheludicrouslituphisfeaturesveryagreeably:itwasthepureenjoymentofcomicality,andhadnomixtureofsneeringandself-exaltation.
“Whatisyournephewgoingtodowithhimself,Casaubon?”saidMr.Brooke,astheywenton.
“Mycousin,youmean—notmynephew.”
“Yes,yes,cousin.Butinthewayofacareer,youknow.”
“Theanswertothatquestionispainfullydoubtful.OnleavingRugbyhedeclinedtogotoanEnglishuniversity,whereIwouldgladlyhaveplacedhim,andchosewhatImustconsidertheanomalouscourseofstudyingatHeidelberg.Andnowhewantstogoabroadagain,withoutanyspecialobject,savethevaguepurposeofwhathecallsculture,preparationforheknowsnotwhat.Hedeclinestochooseaprofession.”
“Hehasnomeansbutwhatyoufurnish,Isuppose.”
“IhavealwaysgivenhimandhisfriendsreasontounderstandthatIwouldfurnishinmoderationwhatwasnecessaryforprovidinghimwithascholarlyeducation,andlaunchinghimrespectably.Iamthereforeboundtofulfiltheexpectationsoraised,”saidMr.Casaubon,puttinghisconductinthelightofmererectitude:atraitofdelicacywhichDorotheanoticedwithadmiration.
“HehasathirstfortravellingperhapshemayturnoutaBruceoraMungoPark,”saidMr.Brooke.“Ihadanotionofthatmyselfatonetime.”
“No,hehasnobenttowardsexploration,ortheenlargementofourgeognosis:thatwouldbeaspecialpurposewhichIcouldrecognizewithsomeapprobation,thoughwithoutfelicitatinghimonacareerwhichsooftenendsinprematureandviolentdeath.Butsofarishefromhavinganydesireforamoreaccurateknowledgeoftheearth’ssurface,thathesaidheshouldprefernottoknowthesourcesoftheNile,andthatthereshouldbesomeunknownregionspreservedashuntinggroundsforthepoeticimagination.”
“Well,thereissomethinginthat,youknow,”saidMr.Brooke,whohadcertainlyanimpartialmind.
“Itis,Ifear,nothingmorethanapartofhisgeneralinaccuracyandindispositiontothoroughnessofallkinds,whichwouldbeabadauguryforhiminanyprofession,civilorsacred,evenwerehesofarsubmissivetoordinaryruleastochooseone.”
“Perhapshehasconscientiousscruplesfoundedonhisownunfitness,”saidDorothea,whowasinterestingherselfinfindingafavorableexplanation.“Becausethelawandmedicineshouldbeveryseriousprofessionstoundertake,shouldtheynot?People’slivesandfortunesdependonthem.”
“DoubtlessbutIfearthatmyyoungrelativeWillLadislawischieflydeterminedinhisaversiontothesecallingsbyadisliketosteadyapplication,andtothatkindofacquirementwhichisneedfulinstrumentally,butisnotcharmingorimmediatelyinvitingtoself-indulgenttaste.IhaveinsistedtohimonwhatAristotlehasstatedwithadmirablebrevity,thatfortheachievementofanyworkregardedasanendtheremustbeapriorexerciseofmanyenergiesoracquiredfacilitiesofasecondaryorder,demandingpatience.Ihavepointedtomyownmanuscriptvolumes,whichrepresentthetoilofyearspreparatorytoaworknotyetaccomplished.Butinvain.TocarefulreasoningofthiskindherepliesbycallinghimselfPegasus,andeveryformofprescribedwork‘harness.’”
Celialaughed.ShewassurprisedtofindthatMr.Casauboncouldsaysomethingquiteamusing.
“Well,youknow,hemayturnoutaByron,aChatterton,aChurchill—thatsortofthing—there’snotelling,”saidMr.Brooke.“ShallyoulethimgotoItaly,orwhereverelsehewantstogo?”
“YesIhaveagreedtofurnishhimwithmoderatesuppliesforayearorsoheasksnomore.Ishalllethimbetriedbythetestoffreedom.”
“Thatisverykindofyou,”saidDorothea,lookingupatMr.Casaubonwithdelight.“Itisnoble.Afterall,peoplemayreallyhaveinthemsomevocationwhichisnotquiteplaintothemselves,maytheynot?Theymayseemidleandweakbecausetheyaregrowing.Weshouldbeverypatientwitheachother,Ithink.”
“Isupposeitisbeingengagedtobemarriedthathasmadeyouthinkpatiencegood,”saidCelia,assoonassheandDorotheawerealonetogether,takingofftheirwrappings.
“YoumeanthatIamveryimpatient,Celia.”
“Yeswhenpeopledon’tdoandsayjustwhatyoulike.”Celiahadbecomelessafraidof“sayingthings”toDorotheasincethisengagement:clevernessseemedtohermorepitiablethanever.