CHAPTER IV.
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1stGent.Ourdeedsarefettersthatweforgeourselves.
2dGent.Ay,truly:butIthinkitistheworld
Thatbringstheiron.
“SirJamesseemsdeterminedtodoeverythingyouwish,”saidCelia,astheyweredrivinghomefromaninspectionofthenewbuilding-site.
“Heisagoodcreature,andmoresensiblethananyonewouldimagine,”saidDorothea,inconsiderately.
“Youmeanthatheappearssilly.”
“No,no,”saidDorothea,recollectingherself,andlayingherhandonhersister’samoment,“buthedoesnottalkequallywellonallsubjects.”
“Ishouldthinknonebutdisagreeablepeopledo,”saidCelia,inherusualpurringway.“Theymustbeverydreadfultolivewith.Onlythink!atbreakfast,andalways.”
Dorothealaughed.“OKitty,youareawonderfulcreature!”ShepinchedCelia’schin,beinginthemoodnowtothinkherverywinningandlovely—fithereaftertobeaneternalcherub,andifitwerenotdoctrinallywrongtosayso,hardlymoreinneedofsalvationthanasquirrel.“Ofcoursepeopleneednotbealwaystalkingwell.Onlyonetellsthequalityoftheirmindswhentheytrytotalkwell.”
“YoumeanthatSirJamestriesandfails.”
“Iwasspeakinggenerally.WhydoyoucatechisemeaboutSirJames?Itisnottheobjectofhislifetopleaseme.”
“Now,Dodo,canyoureallybelievethat?”
“Certainly.Hethinksofmeasafuturesister—thatisall.”Dorotheahadneverhintedthisbefore,waiting,fromacertainshynessonsuchsubjectswhichwasmutualbetweenthesisters,untilitshouldbeintroducedbysomedecisiveevent.Celiablushed,butsaidatonce—
“Praydonotmakethatmistakeanylonger,Dodo.WhenTantrippwasbrushingmyhairtheotherday,shesaidthatSirJames’smanknewfromMrs.Cadwallader’smaidthatSirJameswastomarrytheeldestMissBrooke.”
“HowcanyouletTantripptalksuchgossiptoyou,Celia?”saidDorothea,indignantly,notthelessangrybecausedetailsasleepinhermemorywerenowawakenedtoconfirmtheunwelcomerevelation.“Youmusthaveaskedherquestions.Itisdegrading.”
“IseenoharmatallinTantripp’stalkingtome.Itisbettertohearwhatpeoplesay.Youseewhatmistakesyoumakebytakingupnotions.IamquitesurethatSirJamesmeanstomakeyouanofferandhebelievesthatyouwillaccepthim,especiallysinceyouhavebeensopleasedwithhimabouttheplans.Anduncletoo—Iknowheexpectsit.EveryonecanseethatSirJamesisverymuchinlovewithyou.”
TherevulsionwassostrongandpainfulinDorothea’smindthatthetearswelledupandflowedabundantly.Allherdearplanswereembittered,andshethoughtwithdisgustofSirJames’sconceivingthatsherecognizedhimasherlover.TherewasvexationtooonaccountofCelia.
“Howcouldheexpectit?”sheburstforthinhermostimpetuousmanner.“Ihaveneveragreedwithhimaboutanythingbutthecottages:Iwasbarelypolitetohimbefore.”
“Butyouhavebeensopleasedwithhimsincethenhehasbeguntofeelquitesurethatyouarefondofhim.”
“Fondofhim,