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ethatyouwillrescindthatresolutionaboutthehorse,MissBrooke,”saidtheperseveringadmirer.“Iassureyou,ridingisthemosthealthyofexercises.”
“Iamawareofit,”saidDorothea,coldly.“IthinkitwoulddoCeliagood—ifshewouldtaketoit.”
“Butyouaresuchaperfecthorsewoman.”
“ExcusemeIhavehadverylittlepractice,andIshouldbeeasilythrown.”
“Thenthatisareasonformorepractice.Everyladyoughttobeaperfecthorsewoman,thatshemayaccompanyherhusband.”
“Youseehowwidelywediffer,SirJames.IhavemadeupmymindthatIoughtnottobeaperfecthorsewoman,andsoIshouldnevercorrespondtoyourpatternofalady.”Dorothealookedstraightbeforeher,andspokewithcoldbrusquerie,verymuchwiththeairofahandsomeboy,inamusingcontrastwiththesolicitousamiabilityofheradmirer.
“Ishouldliketoknowyourreasonsforthiscruelresolution.Itisnotpossiblethatyoushouldthinkhorsemanshipwrong.”
“ItisquitepossiblethatIshouldthinkitwrongforme.”
“Oh,why?”saidSirJames,inatendertoneofremonstrance.
Mr.Casaubonhadcomeuptothetable,teacupinhand,andwaslistening.
“Wemustnotinquiretoocuriouslyintomotives,”heinterposed,inhismeasuredway.“MissBrookeknowsthattheyareapttobecomefeebleintheutterance:thearomaismixedwiththegrosserair.Wemustkeepthegerminatinggrainawayfromthelight.”
Dorotheacoloredwithpleasure,andlookedupgratefullytothespeaker.Herewasamanwhocouldunderstandthehigherinwardlife,andwithwhomtherecouldbesomespiritualcommunionnay,whocouldilluminateprinciplewiththewidestknowledge:amanwhoselearningalmostamountedtoaproofofwhateverhebelieved!
Dorothea’sinferencesmayseemlargebutreallylifecouldneverhavegoneonatanyperiodbutforthisliberalallowanceofconclusions,whichhasfacilitatedmarriageunderthedifficultiesofcivilization.Hasanyoneeverpinchedintoitspiluloussmallnessthecobwebofpre-matrimonialacquaintanceship?
“Certainly,”saidgoodSirJames.“MissBrookeshallnotbeurgedtotellreasonsshewouldratherbesilentupon.Iamsureherreasonswoulddoherhonor.”
HewasnotintheleastjealousoftheinterestwithwhichDorotheahadlookedupatMr.Casaubon:itneveroccurredtohimthatagirltowhomhewasmeditatinganofferofmarriagecouldcareforadriedbookwormtowardsfifty,except,indeed,inareligioussortofway,asforaclergymanofsomedistinction.
However,sinceMissBrookehadbecomeengagedinaconversationwithMr.CasaubonabouttheVaudoisclergy,SirJamesbetookhimselftoCelia,andtalkedtoherabouthersisterspokeofahouseintown,andaskedwhetherMissBrookedislikedLondon.Awayfromhersister,Celiatalkedquiteeasily,andSirJamessaidtohimselfthatthesecondMissBrookewascertainlyveryagreeableaswellaspretty,thoughnot,assomepeoplepretended,morecleverandsensiblethantheeldersister.Hefeltthathehadchosentheonewhowasinallrespectsthesuperiorandamannaturallylikestolookforwardtohavingthebest.HewouldbetheveryMawwormofbachelorswhopretendednottoexpectit.